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No.7549 Anonymous
Share your thoughts.
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What are you thinking of? What's on your mind right now?
No.7550 Anonymous>>7709
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Trying to lock in to writing and lock out of a depression slump.
No.7553 Anonymous
This thread
No.7555 Anonymous>>7599
I can see the tendrils of a story in my head and am trying to keep my brain healthy so I don't lose it. I'm also trying to stay in a headspace that will allow me to actually change my behavior and life trajectory.
No.7556 Anonymous>>7557
I'm thinking about university. I'm going to school for a history degree and I hate how the science of history is taught, total ideology. Trying to approach any historical subject objectively is derided as a fools errand and writing explicitly from an ideological angle is encouraged. Technical and not so technical terms are thrown around so much they lose all their meaning or are badly misused and I'm gonna have to fucking roll with it as I'm graduating in spring and keep saying "uhuh, this means that, sure".
One lecturer who looks exactly like fat adam friedland was ranting about how he was the first one there to write their dissertation about something not from the country and how it was bad to not have a global mindset. Looked up what he'd written and it's only about his homeland and fucking videogames. Also found out he's a reddit moderator and has been talking about being a historian and expert on there for at least 15 years while he only got his bachelors 6 years ago.
No.7557 Anonymous
>>7556

Which area of history are you focused on?
No.7558 Anonymous
Late middle ages northern europe
No.7599 Anonymous
>>7555
Maybe you should fry your brain to follow the story instead
No.7600 Anonymous>>7601
currently procrastinating on math homework. i hate that i'm somehow in college (for a science major, even!) and yet i can barely follow basic math.
No.7601 Anonymous
>>7600
math professors always give definitions and explain intuition before doing concrete examples, but honestly I learn better with examples first. Maybe im different though
No.7602 Anonymous>>7603
Wondering if there's anything to be done about the sloppification of culture or if it's just a natural process, like it's all just part of Baudrillard's sign order stages or something.
No.7603 Anonymous
>>7602
Killing off a bunch of people would fix this
No.7604 Anonymous>>7605 >>7656
I was dumb and telegram'd some random who pretended to be a girl then made a collage of my face and dick to send to everyone on my instagram and "ruin my life". I don't have much of a life so I don't much care about people I haven't seen or talked to in years seeing my face and dick but am I fucked somehow legally? The college claimed I send nudes to underage girls and my dick and face is not in the same image. I'm a bit spooked
No.7605 Anonymous
>>7604
Post those photos of your dick and face to your Instagram before they can do it. Then they got no proof.
>but the screenshots!
Doctored.
No.7606 Anonymous>>7607 >>7613
Also let me add how thrilled I am that /lit/'s worst fucking thread now has a place on this site. Snake eats its tail and swallows its own shit in the process.
No.7607 Anonymous>>7608 >>7610
>>7606
I don't use /lit/ so I can only assume you're talking about this one? To me, "what are you thinking about" just sounds like a woman.
No.7608 Anonymous>>7610
>>7607
/lit/ had /wwoym/ (Write What's On Your Mind) which was godawful at least in the last few years; effectively zero literary pretense, mostly anons whining about women and how they're wasting their lives and how much they hate brown people. Finally it started being deleted, but since the hack it came back with a new name and has been ignored by the mods.

That said, the rest of /lit/ is rarely any better.
No.7610 Anonymous>>7612
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That one daoist sentence found somewhere on 4chan.
>>7607
>>7608
>complain about Petrarchan getting closer to /lit/
>drag /lit/ and 4chan middleschool-level misogyny in Petrarchan
The thread doesn't have to be as bad as you think it can be. Use your imagination, make it better if you're not satisfied. If it's beyond your ability, have the decency not to whine.
No.7612 Anonymous
>>7610
>misogyny
People like you who weaponize innocent observations into these accusatory grievances are the most vile leeches. I don't hate women, but you? You I hate. Apologize.
No.7613 Anonymous
>>7606
>/lit/s worst fucking thread
That's weird, I looked for it but I couldn't find the /wng/ equivalent here
No.7614 Anonymous>>7619 >>7664 >>7668
Jealous of gay dudes right now

What are women's bodies? wear a nice dress but beneath they are these ugly punctured and twisted things dressed up in nice words like curvy and soft.

Breasts are udders. The thighs loose. The crotch is all about a wound functioning as gloryhole. (This is why 50 shades of gray/bdsm/tortureporn appeals, at a bodily level)

The softness is not for its own sake, which would be great, but to make growths (breasts, ass) and holes simpler in construction

Then there is the weakness, the periods, and the yeastiness, and also pregnancy, and penetration.

The female body is exclusively architectured for sex

It's a body of pornsick incel, material and design. the ultimate bdsm cage, the female flesh

is there escape?
No.7619 Anonymous
>>7614
>is there escape?
Tranny detected.
No.7621 Anonymous
>7619
if you think that's a tranny you fundamentally misunderstand both trannies & women
No.7622 Anonymous
PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
Do not turn this into another tranny thread
No.7628 Anonymous
I told you all about Kiwifarms retards, you didn't listen
No.7632 Anonymous
I’m thinking of how much I hate modernised opera productions.. I DON’T want to see “The Clemency of Titus” where they all wear T-shirts or “Le Prophete” set in space. What’s even the rationale behind these artistic choices?
No.7636 Anonymous>>7641 >>7642
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Heart surgery. Found out a few years ago that I have a coarctation of the aorta, makes it really tight. Gives you sky high blood pressure and bad blood flow. They usually detect it when you're a kid. They're either going to replace the valve or do a stent. The valve replacement has a 2% chance of paralysis, needs replaced every 15 years, and I'd have to be on blood thinners for the rest of my life. Stent needs checked up on more often but the operation is less invasive. Either way I'm stuck with this shit for life, and I never know if I'll have insurance in the future.
I'm not too worried about it. My childhood doctors could've investigated my heart murmur back then, but a lot of kids have them and I'd still be dealing with the repercussions. Can't be mad at them. If untreated then my lifespan is 35-40 years old. It's just something I need to do. Dealt a bad hand
Have to make the most of life from now on, it's not going to be a long one either way.
No.7639 Anonymous>>7640
That this is a pseud site, lol.
No.7640 Anonymous>>7649
>>7639
Retard detected.
No.7641 Anonymous>>7652
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>>7636
AFAIK, stents involve a pretty common and easy operation. Assuming everyone gets sick at some point, it doesn't look like the worst heart issue to have.
Hope you don't lose too much money though.
No.7642 Anonymous
>>7636
Look into hirudotherapy (leeches)
No.7643 Anonymous>>7657
I am thinking about how to escape my work. We have to use AI so much and it's uniquely bad code, with the leader bragging about how many lines he wrote.

Overarching that is thinking about why the vibes are so bad right now. Last week it seems was hard for everyone I know.
No.7646 Anonymous>>7647 >>7651
Every day I feel more and more stupid. It's as if a part of my brain has been removed (which manifests in an almost physical sensation). I read, and I can't say I do more than let my eyes wander (already too tired from lack of sleep and screen abuse "for productivity's sake"); I find it enormously difficult to write, and in general the texts I produce are insipid, poorly structured and, I'm very much afraid, incoherent; I speak, and I can only limit myself to repeating mechanical phrases, without any kind of substance (sometimes, however, I disguise this emptiness with a tone of confidence that embarrasses me); as for my interlocutor's words, reflecting afterwards I realize that either I directly didn't understand what the other person meant to tell me, or I horribly misinterpreted what they said (I suppose for others it must be like talking to a fragmented person, who talks and talks but doesn't say anything that can be understood, or that doesn't even connect).

In short, it's a situation that saddens me greatly. Otherwise, I'm not sleeping well, I'm stressed all the time and, in general, it seems that the finger of God has pointed at me, and not with good intentions.
No.7647 Anonymous
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>>7646
I understand the feeling. I compensate by building, little by little, the right circumstances to write properly and rework whatever was half-written.
No.7649 Anonymous>>7717
>>7640
I'm a stemtard, this means my input on culture and intellectualism trumps your daily anecdote on the redscare subreddit.
No.7651 Anonymous
>>7646
I've been thinking that whatever we've built is doing an actual tower of babel on us. The combination of things hitting some critical mass.
No.7652 Anonymous
>>7641
They are, I'd much rather have them do that than open heart. Just wasn't expecting to have a lifelong condition so soon. I was under the assumption that the valve replacement was a permanent fix.
No.7656 Anonymous
>>7604
They never follow thru it's an empty threat it happens a lot on sniffies.
No.7657 Anonymous>>7671
>>7643
the push for using ai makes me less sad about not becoming a software engineer.

I quit my job a week ago and this week has been great. I start my next job tomorrow. I feel like I've been slowly but steadily climbing out of s deep hole I was stuck in for several years. Only a few months ago I started going to the gym again and it gave me motivation to start applying for jobs and I'm finally out of the mentally debilitating shithole I was at previously. Things are on the right track.
No.7664 Anonymous
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>>7614
No.7668 Anonymous
>>7614
This is the way of thinking which caused people like Andrea Dworkin to become the way they are.
50 Shades of Gray and so on appeals to women because the main character is extremely powerful and she 'tames' him
No.7671 Anonymous
>>7657
good choice, it's barely begun and they're going to drive us into the ground. i've heard of places even tracking how much each person is using ai and using it as a way to push people out. this is absolutely not going to be, "ah we can work less," the pressure is incredible.
No.7673 Anonymous>>7674 >>7675 >>7676
Someone complained I was flexing my intelligence with an overwritten comment on social media today. The sum total of it was about as long as this paragraph and I shot it off in seconds. I definitely wasn't flexing anything. What am I supposed to do? I don't want to be an elitist douche, but god damn, trying to be humble really fucking backfires sometimes.
No.7674 Anonymous
>>7673
unfortunately normies are evil retards who want to kill you
No.7675 Anonymous>>7711
>>7673
Don't waste your time on SoMe?
No.7676 Anonymous
>>7673
Don't worry, there's a kid on here who pulls the same act. You'll catch his ire sooner or later
No.7709 Anonymous>>7716
>>7550
What's happening in that pic?
Who's getting kicked by demons?
No.7711 Anonymous>>7715
>>7675
I like how you refer to social media. It sounds mocking like SoDoSoPa and I will be adding it to my belt. The plain advice is also good but at this point I'm like an alcoholic you're telling to not drink.
No.7715 Anonymous
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>>7711
Admitting it everytime you can is a necessity, otherwise, you'll sweep it under the rug and everyone will help you do it. It is litterally the first step.
No.7716 Anonymous
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>>7709
It's St. Antony of the Desert, a popular subject for artists. You can find many similar depictions usually under the title "Temptation of St. Antony".
No.7717 Anonymous
>>7649
>stem
Retard confirmed.

Humanities majors master race unite!

We have nothing to lose but our email jobs.
No.7718 Anonymous
>he has a job to lose

Oh hohohoho.

:/
No.7738 Anonymous>>7741
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It seems like either I have been banned from posting on /pt/, or something is wrong with the server, as it gives me an error when I try to create a new thread.
No.7739 Anonymous
>7717
So... you do nothing while CHADgineers build the world around you?
>B-b-but muh chatgpt
I'm not a coder.
No.7741 Anonymous>>7742
>>7738
thread creation is temporarily disabled.
No.7742 Anonymous>>7743
>>7741
Cuz of the see pee?
No.7743 Anonymous
>>7742
yes