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No.12900 Anonymous
Running Into the Same People Online Over and Over Again
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I was browsing my old posts on /r/DebateAnarchism from more than ten years ago. I wouldn’t have described myself as a troll back then but I did get satisfaction out of upsetting the board’s members with quasi-fascistic takes.

On one such occasion, a user complained that my flair was inflammatory and that I ought to be banned from the board as a disingenuous interlocutor. I clicked on this user’s profile and saw that (more than ten years after this exchange occurred) they were actively commenting on /r/redscarepod and had been doing so for years.

I’ve had this happen before with other forums; I used to think that the internet was a big place, but increasingly I’ve come to believe that for any given niche, there are probably only a few thousand people worldwide who will care to comment on it with enough frequency that you ever come across their posts. There were probably less than 500 users who drove the majority of the discussions on /r/anarcho_capitalism. The number was probably even smaller on similar pages. I had good intuitions back then but was poorly-read, so I never really thought of myself as participating in anything significant at the time, but when I look back now, a lot of the ideas we discussed in those niche forums ended up in the wider zeitgeist. I used to think these sorts of forums were just a small percentage of people who were interested in a given subject, but I’ve since come to think that a lot of these places online are not auxiliary spaces merely facilitating discussions between an online subset of a community that already exists somewhere in the real world, but that the forums are instead creative engines where a minority of users engage in discussion, with the conclusions drawn by these users then radiating out into broader audiences that only discuss the issues in the “real world” once they’ve seen the discussions online.
No.12906 Anonymous>>12909
I have found quite a few people I recognized from a decade before posting on r/redscarepod too. I also saw the same effects you did, how the things I said were gaining traction downstream. I was active in some now influential groups online (sorry for the vagueposting); though they are not cited by name I can clearly trace the threads to what we were doing back then. This ultimately led to my withdrawal from socializing on the internet because I wanted to keep my good ideas to myself and release them in a coherent whole. I'm side-eying my participation on /pt/ for that reason too but I think it's under the radar enough for it to not spoil my endeavor. Plus I do it for my mental health.

I often wish I could go back in time and "make my mark" more obvious, establish myself as a vanguard, and take the reigns a little bit so to speak, but it's too late for that now.
No.12909 Anonymous>>12911
>>12906
>I often wish I could go back in time and "make my mark" more obvious, establish myself as a vanguard, and take the reigns a little bit so to speak, but it's too late for that now.
All of the guys I know who did this have ended up as complete laughingstocks.
No.12911 Anonymous
>>12909
You're right. Perhaps it's best I let things simmer for a while, let the ideas mature and reap the benefits of hindsight.
No.12912 Anonymous>>12914
You need to be more specific about what these ideas are.
No.12914 Anonymous
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>>12912
Someday, someday...
No.12920 Anonymous
I used to chat with a guy named Anton around the politics/philosophy internet sphere, he was a strange guy to talk to (which I enjoy). I can always recognize his posts by the way he writes, which is extremely verbose, full of esotericisms, and a fondness for neo-Platonism. Wish I had kept correspondence, but I left that world (for the better).